i.
The things worth their weight in theology are complex,
tangled, lived-in, and in need of grace to find a way through. If it didn’t
need G-d, it wouldn’t be theology.
ii.
When all else fails, try to create a sense of order
and application to what we feel and experience. This is called doing theology: “A
person shaping their life in a specific way, seeking discipline and consistency
in relation to God, is theologizing, forming a reflectively consistent speech
for God.” So says Rowan Williams, theologian and former Archbishop of
Canterbury.
iii.
It is not hyperbole to say that Bob Dylan was a
prophet. Nor is it bad logic. There is bad logic about Dylan, Judaism,
Christianity, and prophecy, but we will try to avoid that.
Bob Dylan is a prophet because he asked me, when I was
suffering: “What’s a sweetheart like you doing in a dump like this?” That is
the eternal question of embodiment. Of incarnation. It is what we need prophets
for – to call it like it is, rather than ignore it because it's convenient. To
admit being human hurts, that the world is a messed-up, difficult place to find
yourself waking up.
iv.
Walter Bruegemann describes the Prophetic Imagination
this way: “Prophetic imagination proceeds through these three basic steps: (1)
it refuses denial and penetrates despair with honest cries over pain and loss
that result from social injustices; (2) it overcomes amnesia by drawing on
ancient, artistic traditions that energize the community to imagine and live
into a more just order; and (3) it ends in hope and gratitude for the
surprising gift of an emancipated future.”
v.
I first heard Dylan, the way I first heard any music
produced before 1982, in the living room of my childhood home, in the Midwest,
in the early 80s. There was a magical cabinet in the living room that held the
stereo and my stepfather’s record collection. It seemed bottomless and all-
encompassing. Discs appeared from the rattan shelves and were placed on the
turntable, and awe ensued. Sitting on the brown corduroy couch with the macramé
plant holder at one end, I would take in the music, and it would pool below my
diaphragm, where it lived until I needed it.
The music would come out again, later, in times of
pain and confusion, despair and hopelessness. It would not cheer me up. It
would lament, grieve with me, roll around on the dirty floor of life and be
real.
Driving over to see my most confusing love in high
school, wanting to feel something that mirrored my intensity and need to find
my place in the world, I played “Shelter from the Storm.” Over and over and
over.
“Come in, she said, I’ll give you,
Shelter from the Storm.”
vi.
The second job of the prophet is to overcome the lure
of amnesia. Cultural amnesia—that forgetting and not seeing what we don’t want
to see—is so deeply human. It was the 1960s, and we forget that before the
Civil Rights Act, and before the Civil Rights movement, and before Second Wave
Feminism, and before the American Indian Movement and before the Poor People’s
Campaign, Stonewall, the Compton’s Cafeteria Riot, there was the post WWII era.
This is the era that voices in America are reifying
right now. It was not great. It was a nadir among many nadirs of our country’s
history of not fulfilling the messed up, imperfect project of democracy that we
set out on when our slave-owning, Christian, white, male founders tried to
envision a just world not run by kings.
Bob Dylan woke us up to the times needing changing.
Us. White folks in suburbia in the 60s being us. It is the cultural us that we
think about when we talk about us in the 60s, like no one else existed. This is
why it is reified and why it needed a prophet. There was a slumbering majority
of white middle-class Americans and Dylan poked the bear.
Dylan drew on Woody Guthrie and the organizing moments
of the 30s and 40s. He drew on the Beat Poets and their queer, wild,
drug-addled, but cognizant world of dissent. He drew on the biblical justice of
his Jewish upbringing. He wrapped it all up in the gospel music lament for the
systemic oppression of African Americans that he heard late at night on the
radio, from far, far away.
“It’s Alright Ma, (I’m Only Bleeding)” is clearly the
voice of a prophet describing the jeremiad of his generation. It is a voice of
lament that Walter Bruegemann would understand. It woke us up. Dylan told the
truth to the Greatest Generation about the failures, the people left out in the
cold, the dangers and the pain of a generation seeing the fissures about to
blow, seeing people of good intentions being conned into the intersectional
oppression of a capitalist system that ate them for a snack.
vii.
Kyriarchy is something Walter Bruegemann called the
Royal Consciousness—the control in religion that patriarchy, racism,
capitalism, colonialism, and the other isms can have when we conflate religion
and the church with the state and capitalism. Dylan didn’t name it, but he sang
it.
Dylan called out the pain, indignation, the visible
and the invisible struggles, the structural damage of the world, the Kyriarchy
and structures of power that fill out oppression in all its ugly forms, the
pain of love, failure, the ways the world needs to change, the danger, the full
on disasters, the forces bending justice and thwarting trajectories, that whole
thing. He called it out, over and over, in song after song.
xiii.
The night sky slid over my car back in 1986, liquid,
warm dark air, and the lights flew by on the deserted street, punctuating the
feeling of safety. “Shelter from the Storm” was on constant loop in the tape
deck. I knew exactly how long it took to rewind it to the beginning of the
song. I could count in my head and then hit play and start again right where I
needed to.
If you’d asked me —“Why Dylan?”—or “Why that song?”—I
would have told you, it explains how I feel. The storm lived in my brain all
the time. The storm was outside, but it was inside too, and I could feel that
the outside matched the inside.
“Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood
When blackness was a virtue the road was full of mud
I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form”
I had never felt sheltered, I felt void of form, wild,
howling with blood and mud and rage. The rage was mine personally, but it was
also so much larger than me, the system was fucked, and we didn’t have the
language yet to say it.
As I turned into the driveway, I felt myself symbolic,
huge, larger-than-the-moment, part of a world keening to be heard.
ix.
There is a concept in child psychology called
paracosm. A paracosm is a world we create whole, into which we can step, that
is complex. The creator is not escaping, so much as deeply inhabiting, their
subjective world. It can have elements of the real world, elements of culture
and imagination, literature, characters, and rules. It has a language, a voice,
a sophisticated take on reality.
Dylan did this for us. He, and a few others in the
history of rock and roll, namely Bruce Springsteen and Joni Mitchell could
create a paracosm (note: your co-editors might add U2 and Grateful Dead to this
list, at least). Outside rock and roll, I know it best in the worlds of Tupac
Shakur and Lizzo, Bob Marley and Ma Rainey. Like the expanded universes
discussed by comic book and movie fans, whole worlds, real in every detail, that
one can step into and feel, explore, be.
x.
The prophet draws on ancient cultural metaphors and
artistic tropes to energize and incite us towards justice, freedom, redemption.
As a teenager, in the cold Midwest, Dylan used his
radio to tune in to gospel stations. He found music that blew his mind and
infused it with a longing that he could not name. He listened to the Staple
Singers, to the Stanley Brothers, to the Swan Silvertones, Mahalia Jackson, and
many, many others who showed up in his first albums, and really, in all his
work.
Dylan called out the pain,
indignation, the visible and the invisible struggles
His mother told Toby Thomson in an interview, “As a
child Bob attended all the churches around Hibbing; he was very interested in
religion, and all religions, by no means just his own.” He went to Billy Graham
revivals as a kid and remembered Graham as though he were a rock star. “I went
to two or three of his rallies in the 50s or 60s. This guy was like rock ’n’
roll personified — volatile, explosive. He had the hair, the tone, the
elocution — when he spoke, he brought the storm down. Clouds parted. Souls got
saved, sometimes 30 or 40,000 of them.”
His own religion was a full-on exposure to Judaism as
is only possible when you are one of about 280 Jews in the town in which you
grew up. It’s kind of funny to read about when Christian writers say about
Dylan, how would have been “acquainted with the Hebrew Bible” or the “Hebrew
Language and Scriptures.” I am not even sure what to say to that except “acquainted”
is the wrong word, and yes, he would have been. He was Jewish. As were the
prophets.
He loved Woody Guthrie and that led him into the
protest world of the 1930s and 1940s and about whom Steve Earle, another
talented folk musician, said, “He lived in political times.” Which is an
understatement. Guthrie was a populist, lefist, communist-supporting advocate
for the underdog from the Dust Bowl to the AFL-CIO, to the Anti-War movement
and the world of New York writers including Charles Olson, who was the
progenitor of the Beat Movement in which Dylan found himself.
Early on in his New York time, Dylan met Allen
Ginsberg and absorbed the Beat Generation’s “Howl” of dissent. He said of them,
“To the Beats, the devil was bourgeois conventionality, social artificiality
and the man in the grey flannel suit.” And he agreed. That suited man shows up
in no less than “All Along the Watchtower.”
And, Dylan loved Jack Kerouac’s “Breathless, dynamic
bop phrases.” He became a lifetime reader of poetry – and Verlaine and Rimbaud,
French poets popular with the Beats, who show up in “You’re Gonna Make Me
Lonesome When You Go.”
Bob Dylan had all of this at his disposal when he
prophesied. All the culture, Bible, preaching, music, politics, dissent,
poetry, history, religion, metaphors, tropes, and connections. He used every
single bit of it to create a world, a paracosm, into which we could step, and
inside which we saw and felt things that it was not previously possible to see
and feel and know and understand.
Reading many Christian writers on
Dylan can be a bit of a waste of time.
xi.
Reading many Christian writers on Dylan can be a bit
of a waste of time. Their desire to do a Biblical matching-game misses the
point entirely. The point is not that you can find Jesus quotes hidden in the
lyrics of “The Times They Are A Changin,” because finding Matthew and Noah
within is facile.
The idea is, rather, that every single thing Dylan
wrote was purposefully infused with Tanakh and New Testament: people, ideas,
quotes, and references. That we should search them all out, one-by-one, to
prove his Christian bona fides, is tiring to me. It turns a wild tangle of
creative forces into a true or false question on an exam: “Was Bob Dylan a
Christian?”
Prophets don’t work like that, including Jesus, who
actually played the same game of “hide the reference” in what we have reported
he said in the Gospels. Hiding quotes from the Prophets, the Torah, Psalms, the
Writings, was part of what Jesus did. It brought the cultural tropes and
metaphors to life for the Jews of his time, so that they could see another
possibility. They felt the wind of his power blowing through the words, but
they didn’t need, and we don’t either, the quiz at the end. We just need to
stop and ask ourselves, “Are you different after one song, one album, one
lifetime of this music enveloping your reality?”
Tracing the idea of pain and repentance in the way
Dylan saw it, through his prophetic imagination, made me different after a
lifetime of his music filling my car. Understanding that howling, singing,
praying, raging, whirlwind of humanity that shows up in “Tangled Up in Blue”
changed my relationship to G-d and to myself, even if I never called it “Christian.”
Had I followed the metaphors and questioned them, instead of letting them do
their magic, I might have actually turned away. I was not thinking about Jesus
back in 1986, I was thinking about the storm inside me and I needed to feel
loved, understood. I felt human through the lyrics, the metaphors.
Prophecy needs metaphors, it digests them and feeds
them to us so that we feel. They are not always there so that we can think.
They are there to bring us into the flow of humanity and make us feel our
place. For metaphors, you need the tap
roots of culture, and that includes scripture, but it cannot be reduced to just
that.
xii.
Prophets finally offer something greater, something
more, a world suffused and infused with love, redemption, justice, and
salvation for all.
I did not know what shelter felt like. I did not know
what Jesus offered. I did not know what it meant to be wrapped in grace. But
Bob Dylan offered that to me in the way the lines “shelter from the storm” got
solid and clear and slow. It was there; I could feel it. I just hadn’t gotten
to it yet.
xiii.
One of the complexities of embodiment, of incarnation,
is that we experience G-d’s love through human love. We experience G-d’s
justice through human justice, we experience G-d’s peace through human peace.
We are inextricably tied to each other in G-d’s love.
Can you trace “Corrina, Corrina” from Mississippi John
Hurt through Dylan to Taj Mahal, and realize that the pain of needing to be
loved, needing forgiveness, grace and comfort comes into this music through two
streams? One is clearly G-d, and the other is human romantic love. The lament
is “Baby please come home.” To me, my soul, this world, life. We are home to
each other and to G-d in the world of word made flesh.
xiv.
The G-d of salvation, redemption, the living G-d who
holds out the promise to us of another ending, a different possibility lives in
the gospel music, the voice of the church on the radio late at night playing
the Staple Singers and Mahalia Jackson.
We know that this is salvation, a promise, another
reality, a bend towards justice. What is less clear is that prophecy lives in
music we don’t peg as religious, but cultural. In other words, in rock and
roll. And yet, an artist, no less than Bruce Springsteen, told us this could be
the case.
When the band U2 was inducted into the Rock and Roll
Hall of Fame, Bruce Springsteen gave the speech, as he did earlier for Bob
Dylan. And he said: “Before there was James Brown, there was Jesus . . . We are
creations of the heart and of the earth and of the stations of the cross, so
get over it.”
Dylan’s prophetic voice gives us a conversation with
G-d in which he is wailing, howling, pleading, begging, and crying our pain
into the void, making the grief and longing clear.
He was able to articulate the connections between all
the systemic oppression, the kyriarchy, the dangers of late capitalism through
metaphor and with incredible power. It is so clear in “All Along the
Watchtower.”
“Businessmen, they drink my wine
Plowmen dig my earth
None of them along the line
Know what any of it is worth”
He knew from the Beats that the devil was the
bourgeois conventionality that brought our thinking minds under the influence
of that kyriarchy. He knew from the Gospel the degradation of the human spirit
that we can cause each other through kyriarchy. He knew from Woody Guthrie that
capitalism wasn’t in everyone’s best interest. And it all came through his
music.
In “Hurricane”:
“How can the life of such a man
Be in the palm of some fool’s hand?
To see him obviously framed
Couldn’t help but make me feel ashamed
To live in a land
Where justice
is a game”
xv.
And then Dylan gives us a vision of what it feels like
to be saved. From “I Shall Be Released” we hear the promise that the world we
live in is not the end and that there will be possibility.
“I see my life come shining
From the West down to the east
Any day now, Any day now,
I shall be released.”
xvi.
There is a component here for white listeners and
white fans in the Dylan lineage, of being liberated by the labor of the African
American singers, who have a unique connection with G-d, for reasons that no
one questions. It is okay for gospel music to embody a religious place because
of the emotional labor it performs and the love it exhibits for all of us.
Dylan learned his love of gospel, not available to him in white Jewish
Minnesota, as the voice from afar, the spiritual, disembodied voice. The voice
of forgiveness and salvation.
xvii.
The other stream of salvation that Dylan brought to
life is the salvation possible in human love, earthly love, romantic love. He
knows he is not the first, as in “Tangled Up in Blue” he references the poets
from the 13th Century, love poets he learned about from the Beats. Men who
lived centuries ago and who used human love as a training ground for divine
love and service.
We know this to be true. We don’t need to theologize
to know that divine love uses us as a channel to bring something more to the
world when we love.
xviii.
Dylan brought this kind of love song to us as a path
to possibility. He brought it to us in songs like “Under Your Spell” and “Make
You Feel My Love.” It was a double vision, a palimpsest or a pentimento. One
vision is of earthly love and the other of divine and unconditional love and
they are weaving, interpolating, stepping to the fore, and then back as the
song unfolds. You peel one back and the traces of the other remain.
This desire, this trope, this metaphor that brought
aliveness and possibility through love weaves its way through much of the
ballad-style love music of the 1960s and 70s. It feels like a true desire for
redemption. It feels like love is a way to experience salvation on earth.
Women in the lyrics of Jackson
Browne, Bob Dylan, Leonard Cohen, CSNY—or really, any man writing meaningful
lyrics in the 60s and 70s—are G-d. Spirit.
This metaphor spreads through folk music, through rock
and roll, through the voices of the male performers. They wanted solace, love,
to be lifted out of the mire of the world by the connection to someone so
divine that she would first grieve with you and then change you into the better
future you you could be if you were saved.
Women in the lyrics of Jackson Browne, Bob Dylan,
Leonard Cohen, CSNY—or really, any man
writing meaningful lyrics in the 60s and 70s—are G-d. Spirit. They are the
feminine aspect of the divine to whom you marry your soul for the redemption
promised you, starting with Abraham and going all the way through to the trippy
revelations that seem obscure but are just the promise that this can’t be it,
this cannot be all, and that love— whether the Logos or the lady —can transform
you right here on earth.
This is a deep desire for the feminine aspect of G-d
as she manifests in their lives.
This love can be the love between Jesus and the
church, or older yet, G-d and the people of Israel, married on Friday night to
sing and dance through the Sabbath and wipe out all pain in the joy of
creation, justice, freedom, and redemption.
This is a prophet creating possibility through the
metaphors available in the culture to feed the prophetic imagination. Back in “Shelter
from the Storm”
“Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there
With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her
hair
She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of
thorns
Come in, she said
I'll give ya shelter from the storm”
Those moments are salvation. In a sermon this morning,
our preacher said: “Our experience of divine love is often through human love.”
I would say not often, but metaphorically, always.
xix.
This is a metaphor of possibility but also one of
labor. Women in the songs redeem. They justify. They shelter. Like the gospel
singers on the radio, they bring you closer to G-d. As a teenager, I was able
to do the gender-flip effortlessly. I wanted shelter from the raging world, and
I could feel myself as one Dylan meant when he said “you.”
There was a person waiting at the end of that driveway
who I dreamed would protect me and care for me and make me feel love. I knew to
want it and believe in it, but when I walked into the house, up the stairs,
very very quietly, and snuck past the sleeping forms of the parents, I was not
entirely the person Dylan drew for us in his songs, at least not the one who
got the redemption. I arrived, in the midnight dark, as myself. I never got the
redemption I was looking for, but I also didn’t know enough at the time to give
it to anyone else, either.
xx.
Now, I feel the space between me and the men Dylan
moves through his songs. I know that I am the lady with the silver bracelets,
the stripper with the book of poetry, the one with flowers in my hair. I don’t
see that in myself. I do see that giving love, redemption, forgiveness,
shelter, love is a powerful position. It is simply not that of the hero from
the song, and it was easier to be him. When I slipped into someone’s arms in
the dark with Dylan still blowing through my brain, I was trying to get relief.
I listen with different intention to the place of the
divine feminine in the songs, and I look at my life, and wonder if now, I can
play both roles. Could I claim the shelter for myself, grant it, and be
everyone in the song? This is another form of double consciousness. Perhaps the
greatest metaphor Dylan has given me is the one where at least two things can
be true at once.
My stepfather tells me that Dylan
was in it to be a rock star, not a prophet.
xxi.
My stepfather tells me that Dylan was in it to be a
rock star, not a prophet. He says in a text, when I ask him about this: I think
he used all those influences to get his message across. Dylan also advised the
Beatles to get serious about their lyrics, which was a great influence on John
Lennon in particular. He told them they should write about more serious things
and that their stuff was good but it was like bubble gum.
I am sure that it is possible to be both a prophet and
a rock star, I text him back. And he agrees.
xxii.
Dylan did convert to Christianity, from Judaism, in
1978. This is a fact of great interest to me personally, but I am not at all
sure it impacted his prophecy. He was a prophet before and after, in every
sense of the word. He himself said, “What I learned in Bible school was just…
an extension of the same thing I believed in all along, but just couldn’t
verbalize or articulate.”
He also slyly admits his roots in the major prophets
of Jewish tradition. “Roots, man – we're talking about Jewish roots, you want
to know more? Check on Elijah the prophet. He could make rain. Isaiah the
prophet, even Jeremiah, see if their brethren didn’t want to bust their brains
for telling it right like it is, yeah—these are my roots, I suppose.”
Let’s parse this out with “All Along the Watchtower,”
because it is important to see that Isaiah can stay Isaiah, while Revelation
sneaks in there too, and they can simply co-reside in the space of our pain,
while hinting at a wide world of prophecy. The metaphor for the song comes from
Isaiah 21:1-10. It is promising the fall of Babylon to a downtrodden people.
The idea that there will be freedom at the end of the misery of exile. And
then, the thief sneaks in there from the New Testament. He resided in Revelation
16:15, in Matthew 24:43, and in 1 Thessalonians 5:2.
What works about the references is they are metaphors
that show us grief, possibility, and G-d’s work in the world. They contain the
same miraculous negative capability that all of Dylan’s prophecy does. He can
hold two conflicting ideas in his head and instead of going crazy, he makes it
into art and moves our souls.
xxiii.
He also steals some lines from T.S. Eliot and Kris
Kristofferson, of all weird combinations of people. Not weirder than the Curtis
Mayfield song Dylan covered, “People Get Ready,” which was later played on
stage by U2 and Bruce Springsteen in Philadelphia in 2005. He knew he was
speaking the language of G-d, but he was also out to change the world, if that
is what my stepfather means by being a rock star. When people study the
diffusion of innovation in culture, I am not sure they ever look at music, and
they should. The movement of ideas, feelings, the zeitgeist, the times, the
changes, the interests and concerns of that moment, place, generation, and
crowd. Dylan changed how we feel music. He changed the people with whom he made
music, and he changed the categories of possibility in music.
xxix.
Now, if you were raised to see Jesus as the only way
to redemption, this lack of a clear path through Dylan would seem crazy-making,
and I can see how you would go looking for Jesus and the Bible in his lyrics to
console you that your way, truth, and light exist there in the rock star you
love. I could not argue. They do exist and there are tomes and volumes out
there to prove it.
God will always believe in your
ability to mend your ways. – Bob Dylan
But if you take Walter Brueggemann at face value, then
the only requirements for prophecy are to cry out the pain and grief of the
current world, and to promise that there can be, and already is, something else
waiting for us all in G-d if we can be creative and get there. You use what you
can to get there—and to bring the people listening to you there with you.
xxx.
If it sounds like I am having an argument in my head,
or on paper, with someone standing just out of your line of vision, I am. This
is how theology grows and responds to the world. We are all having a
conversation with someone just out of the frame of the shot, who may have said
something before you, as the listener, walked in.
I heard it, and my response is what you have in front
of you. But who am I talking to? Christians who find it important that Dylan
passes the true/false test. My stepfather, who is the greatest musical mind of
the last 70 years, he is in there, telling me things I am not so sure I agree
with. And for sure, with all of the Christians who misunderstand the prophets
as pointing to Jesus, when they were pointing to G-d. It is a small
distinction, but a big one for me and maybe for Dylan and all the other
converts out there with a strong grounding in Torah.
xxxi.
Something Dylan said in 1991 when he accepted a Grammy
Award for Lifetime Achievement is of particular relevance to this spiritual
reinvention. He said, “Well, my daddy, he didn’t leave me much, you know he was
a very simple man, but what he did tell me was this, he did say, son, he said…
you know it’s possible to become so defiled in this world that your own father
and mother will abandon you and if that happens, God will always believe in
your ability to mend your ways.”
xxx.
When I was getting divorced and in graduate school and
lost and miserable, I played “Tangled Up in Blue” over and over and over, from
August when we separated to the following May when the divorce was final. I sat
in the garage in my car, and before I put my seatbelt on, I put the CD in the
slot and hit the button. It was the line about “soon to be divorced” that spoke
to me first. It was my reality. Eventually, though I was drawn in by the hope
in the song, that love would keep looking for me even if I moved, changed, or
fell apart.
I was looking for integration. Integration of my life
into the life of G-d, and integration of what I have experienced into the flow
of life and love. I was looking for redemption for myself and for the broken
world in which we live. I was looking for more than one thing to be true at
once.
Eugene Peterson, another theologian of prophecy, took
a quote from Nietzsche as the title for his book on the prophets: “The
essential thing in heaven and earth is that there should be a long obedience in
the same direction; there results, and has always resulted in the long run,
something which has made life worth living.”
Dylan dedicated his life to that long obedience,
taking everything that came his way and creating a discology of prophecy. His
words have woken us up, made us cry, found us lost, given us hope, and showed
us a way to the promised land. They have proven to us that we can hold more
than one thing as the truth, or maybe that whatever one thing we hold as the
truth, there is always at least one more thing that is true.
In “Maybe Someday” he writes,
“Maybe someday when you’re by yourself alone
You’ll know the love that I had for you was never My
own”
—Michelle Auerbach
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